I've been having a rough month, plagued by grade woes and familial issues, with the threat of my stepmother and father getting divorce (and subsequently messing up the remainder of my high-school education) looming over my head. But then today, my favorite musician, Yourenigma, released this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZBVF45yDQI8My mind was brought to a screeching halt. This music was so profoundly awesome, so simply
good, that I broke down. In the midst of all the thoughts roiling through my mind, of how terrible my stepmother was being towards me and how miserable I was, this little treat for the ears embedded itself in my mind and supplanted all my sorrow. In a stroke of inspiration, I took to my Latin dictionary and came up with...
Apostasia in Philomusici Complectum.Translated as "Denouncement of one's religion, into the embrace of music," Apostasia in Philomusici Complectum is the closest thing I could think of to adequately encapsulating my feelings tonight.
Please tell me I'm not the only one who gets lost... so wonderfully, inexorably lost in my music like this.